читать дальше«Paul thinks that maybe the difference between stage freight and celebration is the difference between never having dared ask for any of this, and asking for this for a lifetime.»
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«“You know, I used to take myself so god damn seriously. I really thought what I was feeling was always the truth, like there was no other way of looking at it at all, because everything seemed so god damn important. You forced me to deal with the fact that I was just a person with a point of view. I had to accept that or I would have lost everything, and everyone. It was super hard in the beginning, but my life has gotten so much better through that. You taught me that. And I’m glad you were so drastic. I think I’m too pig headed to have gotten the memo otherwise.” »
OMG THIS
THIS IS WHY IVE BEEN LISTENING TO THEM SO MUCH
THIS IS THE CHANGE THAT I NEEDED
this is what I've been missing...

Pace Makers - struwwel - Rammstein [Archive of Our Own] 

продолжаю восхищаться, как авторы этих  фиков понимают человеческую психику

самое тяжёлое - не шагать семь миль, а шагать в нужном направлении